The meal

Soul ties. Family disfunction. A purpose driven life. The lord did not bless me with children. Yet, I'm surrounded by loved ones, my mother and husband, who have adult children with baggage.  Baggage that have consumed my finances, my joy and wellbeing. I share my story only to regret it. I see people that created fantasy pain... Why can't you put one foot in front of the other and walk. Maybe it's depression. All I know is the devil is a lie. God is trying to teach me something. I can't see the lessons for others. But I see godless people that will never see beyond their pain and seem stuck. I see people without hope. Oh what joy God brings. I pray that God deters their life and brings peace and comfort. How sweet it is to cast your worries... Trust in Gods love. I wonder what Gods plan for me is, I wonder why God brought me here. I wonder. Do you know why you are here?