Still nothing

So what's the date - yup it's almost March and I did not start my running or work out. Furthermore, my bridesmaid dress from David's bridal did not fit... Not sure where I am going with my life but I've started the application process for northeasterns EdD program- why? I'm not sure. I'm trying to start focusing on me but I'm sure I'm misguided some how. I guess being 37, no child and filled with resentment is something to be desired:) so I will try to reset for the millionth time and do my 40-2-40; apply to school; save $$$, be positive....