Anxious in Mass

Anxiously waiting.  That is the title of my new book or short story... At 34 years old, I am anxiously waiting for something.  I have a great career, I have love, a great family and really cute puppy.  I am financially sound, yet I am still waiting.  Oprah's life class, transcendental meditation and prayer are all in my tool kit yet I am waiting.  I made a career change a year ago today :) yet it seems like more of the same... different environment and more academic challenges yet it still feels like work.

huh... will I always feel this way?  what am I waiting for?